never wasn't important anyway

it's only teenage wasteland

i know why i'm doing it. a little pain is worth it. right? of course, right. as soon as the numbers change, so does my happiness -- that is, it disappears. whoever said it won't make you happy was, frankly, a utter liar, because it makes me joyous. it's just a matter of remembering that. i think i can.

a little bird told me that i'm screwed-up. i told the little bird that i already knew.

200219 ??:??afternoon