陰陽師 · Au palais de verre · Identity Parade · The Fair · Seek · Sunglasses · 狐/魔法 (170218) · sashiko · fairy penguins · nerve pain · A Moment of Surrender · Don't Ask Me About the Elves · Melancholia · The Indian Summer of Y2K14 · 月を眺める (Moongazing) · Dear Heart November · disremembrance · change · (love, of a kind) · mandatory approaching farewell · The Box of Chocolates · either of them. · This Is Not the Pisces You're Looking For · 無常 (Uncertainty) · what was that summer? · four songs to four phantoms · SHOTS! · writing when tired and stoned · block · sanctuary found writing in tanka · put your back into it! · (2x)Polar · addiction, take three · feeding SZ · switchflick · SZ, roaring in the storm · carbamazepine illusion · T.I.F.U. · Injurious · valiuminvalidation · derealisation · it eats (me destruit) · Mindstorm · depression swelling on a stormy evening · ferocious promise in the snarling face of a hurricane · another victory for the fathomless monster · why the poems were late · why the poems were late II · dissociation · "I thought I was better." · pharmaceutical glow · "you might as well live." · portraits from psychosis: 1, persecutor · split/many-in-one · Little Promise · Crushed @ 15 · Seven Seas · For A.J. · and to the Northern Lad · Love Song from the Home Planet Earth · wanted love · connexion · 簡単 (Simple) · 友情 (Friendship) · flatline · Hypervigilance · righteous · かめん · Expectations · Shintei? Aritei? · A Fine Killing Thing · Beloved Enemy, Dead At 26 · Lies I Was Told As A Child · C · untitled 0404 · untitled 0604 · novel · missives from the viral years · quiet catastrophes · going to the ocean after quarantine · renewed · ANZAC Day 2020 · the world has moved on · dependent
I want a better
world, where beautiful people
will not ever die
where we will not
get bored, where there is no rot
of time: stagnation
where forever will
make us happy, happier than
change could ever do
they said I was meant to be
adaptable. they were wrong.